I had a bad day

Today I am frustrated, angry, unpatient, crazy, dissapointed and much much more cause by many aspect. From last week untill this weeks my friend give me alot of task to do due to the reason saying that I am always very free (that's bullshit!!) because that I don't join any activity for this semester doesn't mean that I have to do so much work! If want to compare, last semester I join alot of activity also I had done my part for any assignment, never to says to them that "I am very busy and you all are free, you all do more work". Everyone have to do their part no matter how much activity we have because the activity is also we ourself join it due to our interest. Friends can only helps other friends to do the part when they are free and not totally pass the whole task to someone(that is not logic!). Yesterday I had to slept at 4.00am because rushing to complete certain task. From my opinion I think it is because of my attidude, when hanging out with them. I everytime do not act serious and keep on jester with them, and they do not think that I will get angry of how they treat me. I act such attidude is also want to create a friendly enviroment so that we know each other better not to prove to them that I am easily to be take advantage off, but some people will get wrong message. I also don't know why I have the strength to write this blog because now I am sick. Maybe I just want to release tension or to complain or for fun purpose only. :(